a dream

salam.selamat tengah pagi :)

mood ceria dengan determination level yang tinggi.apa dia? mulai sekarang,err actually dah start since early this year,im gonna save some money and spend for travelling around malaysia,kemudian around the world.dengan duit simpanan sendiri hasil jual dadah eh, keje part time.in sha allah.



p/s-looking forward after this coming hari raya.moga berjalan lancar plan gamble ni.amin.

salam.
im tired with the drama and when i try to put a stop,its not working.
its ramadhan, but yet u still test my patience.and i lost my patience today,which we both will regret later.so for now im done with u.and do what ever u want. i dont care anymore.

random 2

salam.selamat tengah pagi.

i am actually in the middle of studying and revising chem analysis in food.yeah. those analysis yang how to evaluate nutrient content ( vitamin,mineral,etc) thru ashing,sampling and many more.that is for today.and for yesterday i've done with foodchem stuff.and last thursday, im drilling myself dekat library by right after my class ended at 5pm just to finish 8 lab reports for 3 different subjects.lucky me coz im still found alive at 10pm.mashaAllah..penat.still got few tests on next week and here i am feeling crap.crap.crap.ahaha.i know it sounds totally insane now.tu la namanya complete package for being science student.tak cukup kelas,ada ekstra class.thats normal for everyone kan.plus ekstra lab praktikal thats not normal for me.sudah la run experiment for 3hours and at the end u realize the outcome is completely different from which it is supposed to be,maka u have to repeat it again..itu bitter side-nya.best side-nya i can pretend i am a doctor with not-so-white labcoat.haha.tipu sangat.

btw,i missed law.really.not that LAW la.this one is the indie songwriter cum indie singer.well that was back then.i just found out he formed a band named OJ law.nampak sangat lama tak bukak lagu law.and the songs are still osem as before he got into mainstream.he and his so brit-ish accent..brilliant.tp i still missed his old version,esp when ppl were still wondering who's the person behind mask-pakcik-pemotong rumput-tu.ahaha sorry no offence.i guess not so many ppl like him as i did because many ppl think his songs are kinda budak jamming rate je.sebab i did once or twice introduced his song to my friends aaand the feedback were quite disappointed.since then im no longer dare to share my songs with em.even now whenevever my friends borrowed my mp3,ada je buat pelik.so what if i love indie songs and i cant really get into those mainstream songs.same thing jugak when they know i kinda adore classic violin music.im not trying to be different but well people out there: we got lots of music genre kan?from jazz to rock,u name it.tonnes of em.so go and get ur own and dont be skeptikal over my preferences. 

k lah.nak catch up OJ law performance in the wknd show while sambung belek notes.missed him much.a bientot!

tuan si oren

salam.selamat malam!

im having enuf mental breakdown disebabkan 8 lab report yang bakal di-submit by this week..T_T
..nasib baik nampak tuan si oren tadi.tak jadi nak meroyan.hahaha.

i think i need to sleep now.babai.nite oren.eh tuan oren :)

random

salam.selamat tak pagi :)

ok.babai.
mehehe.senyum kambing

"...hatiku dibawak lari... :( " jenuh la nak kejar kutip balik..

sem 4

salam.selamat tengah pagi!

mungkin lepas ni banyak gambar dalam lab.sebab sem ni dah start baling baling tepung.last two day buat separation santan and powdered milk.tak dapat upload picture sebab busy buat experiment sampai lupa.lol.serius best!

and i would like to ask for forgiveness to whoever yang pernah terasa dengan saya kat blog ni.im really sorry.

sekian.bai

semester break

salam.selamat tengah pagi.

sedikit busy cuti sem ni menjadi insan yang berbakti kepada masyarakat.puii ayat...ok in easy word:me being  a part timer tutor.heh.after i had enough of memotivasikan diri,maka mulalah mencari kerja halal toiyyibah untuk menampung diri.bla bla bla and here i am.happily got paid today.not much tp alhamdulillah barokahhhh.next week gonna be my last week as a tutor.im so blessed to see their super cute faces when they were so excited to listen what im trying to explain to them.ke depa pura pura paham?.nasib baik depa tak tanya -" cikgu,condom tu rupanya macam mana?" or " cikgu,kenapa laki ngan pompuan lain bentuknya?" .if they do,pengsan terus -_-" so adik adik sekalian sila belajar rajin rajin.*terasa* takde pics nak tepek sebab cikgu malu nak tepek.kuikui..

other than that,malas nak taip.well i have a blast surrounded with my family :) 

happy hols peeps

checklist

1. enuf money (not yet)
2. passport
3. backpack
4. comfy shoes

location: hehehe..

ok.harap berjalan lancar plan kali ni :)

"...ramai yang berjalan di celah celah manusia.cari makna hidup.mungkin..." (pasar seni,24th jan)

minggu otak bercelaru-serabut dah lama habis.a week ago.sigh. tapi sy masih di shah alam. bukan tak ingat nak balik kampung,ingat...tapi biarlah dulu.nanti dah balik payah lak nak tinggal kebun.in sha allah mungkin lusa sy balik..mungkin pelik buat apa lama lama kat sana sorang sorang tak reti balik kampung lagi.berjalan jalan cari ilham.tak perlu renyah.sumbat air mineral,payung,purse dalam beg dan terus jalan.jalan tengok perangai orang.suka.tapi tak suka dilihat orang.sigh.

nampak gayanya tahun 2012 tak berapa nak menjadi.bukan takdak langsung.ada.alhamdulillah.tapi sikit sangat.orang lain dan lari laju kedepan.sy masih terbongok bongok dok cari jalan.harapnya 2013 ni lagi banyak peningkatan.dan ada satu dua benda bodoh yang rasanya tak patut pun jadi.tapi..dah jadi.keke mengong btoi.

semalam brader john balik bangla.sy tak pegi pun klia.takut dengan emaknya yang scary semacam.keke.ni mau brader john pelangkung sedas dua.biarlah dia.nanti nanti dia lupa.kot.sementara ni cari lah diri kita masing masing dulu.im not someone who u can put hope yet.belum lagi.rasanya cukup la hari hari gembira kita setakat ni.maaf.semoga berjaya for ur future.sekian.

"...kita masih berjalan.masih mencari hidup.ada yang dah jumpa.ada yang belum.seperti aku.."

tkc in memory

salam.selamat tak berapa pagi.yes masih dalam mode exam.untunglah orang lain dah habis exam,kita dok mengulit buku lagi T_T btw bukan exam yang kita nak tengok.tapi...ni ha my precious tkc.sadly byk pics zaman sekolah dulu dah hilang..tahun ni masuk tahun ke-6 sy tinggalkan tkc.its even more sad bila dpt news tkc is moving to a new place somewhere in nilai.bandar enstek kot.sedangkan tempat jatuh lagi dikenang,ni pulak tempat jatuh tergolek..lagi la teringat.

still ingat how me and my friends spend our weekends makan kt atas padang,escape prep petang and malam,curik2 keluar outing, stay up haram kat tepi tangga blok A...and how we asked adik adik form 1 and form 2 to entertained us masa weekend.byk gila memory..especially masa mr.lim sustained me from hoki tournament masa form 4.terus quit.haha tak bleh blah.

sorry.i cant type anymore.sedih..so here goes the vid yg sy pinjam dari utube.bai~

re-awakening la sangat..

assalamualaikum.
selamat pagi petang!!

masih dalam peperangan final exam.tapi tak berapa stress.keke.oh ya feeling meroyan tu dah ada.and finally its time for therunteja re-awakening.untuk keberapa kali pun ntah le.kohkohkoh.

well i guess it is the place where i should have my happiness,my time,my tout n whatsnot. susah ekceli being the one and only prettiest creature in this world.ramai dengki.haha oke sungguh tak lawak.

no!ppl please dont misunderstand okeh.

oh therunteja dah tunggu.have to go.adios